So I have changed in a lot of aspects in my life lately...I'm trying to get back on track and back to where I want to be. I want to be healthy...I want to be in shape...I want life to be good...I want to be able to play with my kids without being winded...I want I want I want...
Well I've also realized that I want to help and influence others in taking the first step...to trying things and starting slow to at least do something!?!?! I have some ideas and thoughts running around in my head...I talk to Ryan about them...and we both have goals and ideas of how to accomplish these things...but I just struggle.
I worry about what others will think...I worry if it will offend them or upset them...I worry that we won't succeed...and I worry that it'll be a total and complete FLOP.
I know I shouldn't care...I know I should do what's best for me and my family...but I still always think about others. I've always been like that...I always put others feelings and happiness before my own at times...and that's really something I need to improve on.
I'm sure you all think this is a complete and utter BLABBING post...but I had to get thoughts out. I really do want to help...I really do want others to feel confident in themselves...and I want to do whatever I can to help them get there...hmmmm....what to do!?!?!
2 comments:
Are you talking about a career here? You can do counseling, or personal training, or lifestyle training as a profession. I think you'd be great at it! But non-profession-speaking, you already do all those things through your example, your friendships, and just being you.
Confused Becki! What are you talking about!? And how would you offend anyone!?
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