I haven't been eating right...haven't been real motivated to exercise, even though I feel GREAT after I do it...you'd think I'd realize the benefits of continuing!?!?! I haven't been too positive or happy lately...just been struggling still...trying to stay afloat...and trying to think of fun things to keep the kids & I busy for the summer!?!?!
Anyways...I'm still alive...I still need help and encouragement to KEEP GOING...Ryan even mentioned the other day that my belly is getting bigger again :( So obviously the lack of watching closer at what's going in my mouth...and making a conscience effort to NOT eat so much junk...is having an effect on me...and it's not a good one...I'm gaining all the weight back that I've worked so hard to lose the last few months...and soon the inches will be coming back on too if I'm not careful...so it kinda makes the last few months seem worthless...
So here's to GETTING BACK ON TRACK...eating better...being more active...looking for the positive...and being HAPPY...only I can change things...and even if that means taking things one second, minute, hour, day, or whatever at a time!!! I can do it...so here goes!!!
And thank goodness I have an amazing best friend, husband, and example in my life...to keep me going and love me even with all my issues and struggles...I LOVE YOU BABE...
