So if nothing else got accomplished today...the apartment is SPOTLESS...and done!!! We're officially OUT...and I said my final good-byes today!!! As I was doing so...a good friend was with me, and she said..."if you need to visit, we're just down the street" :) :) :)....it was funny!!! Feels weird saying good-bye to that place...that's where I brought all 3 of my kids "home" to...that's the only home they've known...that's where all our memories have been made since having kids...but now we have our REAL home. A place of our OWN...and a place to make many, many more memories!!! Oh the joy!!!
Besides getting that accomplished...the living room here is ALMOST clear of boxes...almost...I spent a good part of the afternoon shuffling through them and trying to find places for everything. I thought it would be easy...but it's really not...I feel like there's TOO much space here or something!?!?! I don't know. It's slowly coming along...
I tried to convince Ryan's mom that we should do part of Christmas up here or something, just so I can have a deadline to have everything cleaned up and put in it's place!?!?! We'll see how that goes or if it happens!?!?! I'm needing to hang pictures and decorate the walls...I'm struggling with bare walls...they're all painted and pretty...now they just need pictures, quotes, frames, Willow Tree statues...and clocks!!! In time...it'll happen.
Just wanted to thank those who commented or sent messages to help me with my last post. I love the people in my life...especially those who really want to help and not judge, criticize, or bring me down...THANK YOU!!!
Monday, December 5, 2011
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Help...PLEASE help....UGH :)
Ok friends...and whoever else reads this!!! I need help...I have taken a major dive towards negativity and depression...and I need a lift, boost, oomph, WHATEVER you think will help.
Don't get me wrong...this whole buying a house thing is great and exciting and all...but man oh man...am I TIRED...and burnt out...and lazy now...and just want to crawl in my bed and sleep til like March or something!?!?! Hoping that maybe a special fairy will come to my house, unpack my boxes, organize things how I'd like it, and it will all just BE DONE!!! We have to be out of our apartment by tomorrow...the 5th...and I am SO tired of cleaning, packing, moving, everything...but I only have 2 rooms left there and GREAT friends who have been willing to help how they can!!! I'm just tired.
Besides all this...I've completely given up on Weight Watchers...STUPID I know...because I paid money into it...and now it's just gone and I'm just dumb. I took a break from teaching Zumba a few weeks ago, because I just had TOO much on my plate...but besides taking that "break"...I've also NOT been to the rec center in a LONG time. I'm being terrible I know. Not eating good...not sleeping like I should...(staying up late, and up early with the kids)...not exercising...therefore getting FAT again. BOO....not cool.
What are your suggestions!?!?! Advice??? What works for you!?!?! Now that I have this BIG family room...I've thought about getting up and doing my Jillian Michaels "Last Chance Workout" DVD...but lets be honest...I probably won't!?!?! So I don't know...I can feel myself being more grumpy...getting into my slump...and just being DOWN...and it's NOT cool. It's winter time...we're cooped up in the house...and I have enough issues with seasonal depression...I don't know MORE depression added onto it!?!?!
HELP...PLEASE...Help!?!??!
Don't get me wrong...this whole buying a house thing is great and exciting and all...but man oh man...am I TIRED...and burnt out...and lazy now...and just want to crawl in my bed and sleep til like March or something!?!?! Hoping that maybe a special fairy will come to my house, unpack my boxes, organize things how I'd like it, and it will all just BE DONE!!! We have to be out of our apartment by tomorrow...the 5th...and I am SO tired of cleaning, packing, moving, everything...but I only have 2 rooms left there and GREAT friends who have been willing to help how they can!!! I'm just tired.
Besides all this...I've completely given up on Weight Watchers...STUPID I know...because I paid money into it...and now it's just gone and I'm just dumb. I took a break from teaching Zumba a few weeks ago, because I just had TOO much on my plate...but besides taking that "break"...I've also NOT been to the rec center in a LONG time. I'm being terrible I know. Not eating good...not sleeping like I should...(staying up late, and up early with the kids)...not exercising...therefore getting FAT again. BOO....not cool.
What are your suggestions!?!?! Advice??? What works for you!?!?! Now that I have this BIG family room...I've thought about getting up and doing my Jillian Michaels "Last Chance Workout" DVD...but lets be honest...I probably won't!?!?! So I don't know...I can feel myself being more grumpy...getting into my slump...and just being DOWN...and it's NOT cool. It's winter time...we're cooped up in the house...and I have enough issues with seasonal depression...I don't know MORE depression added onto it!?!?!
HELP...PLEASE...Help!?!??!
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