Sunday, December 4, 2011

Help...PLEASE help....UGH :)

Ok friends...and whoever else reads this!!! I need help...I have taken a major dive towards negativity and depression...and I need a lift, boost, oomph, WHATEVER you think will help. 

Don't get me wrong...this whole buying a house thing is great and exciting and all...but man oh man...am I TIRED...and burnt out...and lazy now...and just want to crawl in my bed and sleep til like March or something!?!?! Hoping that maybe a special fairy will come to my house, unpack my boxes, organize things how I'd like it, and it will all just BE DONE!!! We have to be out of our apartment by tomorrow...the 5th...and I am SO tired of cleaning, packing, moving, everything...but I only have 2 rooms left there and GREAT friends who have been willing to help how they can!!! I'm just tired.

Besides all this...I've completely given up on Weight Watchers...STUPID I know...because I paid money into it...and now it's just gone and I'm just dumb. I took a break from teaching Zumba a few weeks ago, because I just had TOO much on my plate...but besides taking that "break"...I've also NOT been to the rec center in a LONG time. I'm being terrible I know. Not eating good...not sleeping like I should...(staying up late, and up early with the kids)...not exercising...therefore getting FAT again. BOO....not cool.

What are your suggestions!?!?! Advice??? What works for you!?!?! Now that I have this BIG family room...I've thought about getting up and doing my Jillian Michaels "Last Chance Workout" DVD...but lets be honest...I probably won't!?!?! So I don't know...I can feel myself being more grumpy...getting into my slump...and just being DOWN...and it's NOT cool. It's winter time...we're cooped up in the house...and I have enough issues with seasonal depression...I don't know MORE depression added onto it!?!?! 

HELP...PLEASE...Help!?!??!

1 comment:

AnnaMarie said...

You need to make exercise a priority. You need to realize that it is something you need to make time for every day or things will not change. That and scripture study and prayer, will make a world of difference with every single other think in your life. Make a schedule, and just do it! Good luck!